Running

I'm waiting for Aaron to return from his 8 mile run. He is training for a marathon so this is an easy night. He ran 20 miles on Saturday. I must say, I have an amazing husband. He helps me with both boys at night, puts Owen down when "it's his turn" and still goes for his run in the dark of night (he does wear a vest that lights up). Do I deserve him? Do I deserve the many blessings in my life? I hear my little Eli breathing lightly next to me and realize that I could never deserve this miracle, but God gives it to me anyway. He loves me that much. So, as I wait for my handsome fella to return, I thank God for giving me so many things I don't deserve and realize that He wants me to find joy in them.